Thursday, February 28, 2008







i call this week the week of contradiction.. sounds a bit sad and mysterious?? yea.. you're right.. it's definitely sad.. infact, i dont really know..
this week gave me the happiest moments so far in the year two thousand and eight.. and it's going to give me another sad moment accumulated in the year twenty o eight.. even writing this pierces my heart.. i could feel it ache, aching hard.. first, it was dai hong hong that left, den tongking.. some may ask, why don the friend of huachong leave too?? how about a bag of apples?? or would you prefer a refrigerator?? she danced quite well on farewell too.. lol.. wanna know why?? can go and ask weiting or annabel,,

well, i sure pity those taking written comm in chinese next sem.. wad can i say?? just jiayou lorr.. it's sad enough not to have tongking to teach us next year lerr.. be it con lang or advanced trans..

sobs~sobs~sobs~sobs~

however, i do feel a sense of love and another family warmth.. this tym is really very very different..

from a teacher, a lecturer, who dont teach me anything and or rather has no chance to teach me, gets so close to me.. and it's drastic and real close.. from teacher-student to friends.. and now, we acknowledged each other as godbrothers.. can you imagine that?? he called me 永森弟弟. wow.. i was on cloud nine.. and i'm stiu on cloud nine.. really cant bear to see him leave.. it was very kind of him to give me his personal email after a process, i.e. he don wan me to call him a teacher.. haha.. sounds like ah liang.. but it's different.. totally different.. i oso got his handphone no. from someone that i shud keep a secret.. in other words confidential.. the handphone no. seemed useless as it will only be available till sunday. but it really did strengthen the relationship between us brothers..

Gor (tongking) will be bounding for bisbane on sunday for his further studies.. he don wan any of us to send him off as he hates parting.. he told none of his students the flight details.. of course, i wasnt allowed to know too.. but he hoped to see me in australia one day.. i did tell him before that i am intending to further my studies in the University of Queensland, Australia after my Diploma in Chinese Studies.. however, i do have a National Service stuck in between.. so it will take me at least half a decade to be there bahx..

anyway, went to school specially to take photographs with him.. shihui, the sao bao who wishes to become gor's godwife was there with jane.. i went to re-take the photos cos the previous ones were too blur.. called shihui along cos i knew she was a tongking fan.. maybe she shud set up a Tong King Fan Club, TKFC.. Shihui cried.. first tym i see her cry.. as usual, for the sake of tongking. could see in gor's face that he could not bear to leave us, jus like we could not bear to leave him..

to me, gor is a great and inspiring teacher..
<- Oops! Took this photo from ShuangYing's Blog.. big contrast right?

okie.. longest longest blog post.. for those reading my blog, sorry to tire your eyes.. more updates will be coming up with regards to tongking..

Monday, February 25, 2008

WoW!! i am now at Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Humanities.. just minutes ago, i felt tremors. i thought it was me who was swaying about and my head was rather dizzy.. called mediacorp news and found out that there was an earthquake somewhere in indonesia..

it was the first time i experience such a tremor.. and it was rather scary..

JJ Lin Strikes Back in Singapore

i was at bugis junction yesterday attending the new song release of my idol, JJ Lin Jun Jie..
got his new album, and it comes with a poster, notebook and a cornetto royale tiramisu ice cream.. wow.. worth it man..

i joined the JJFC-- JJ Fan Club..

that explains why i'm in the first three rows of the barricade..
in fact, only the fan club members are allowed to enter the barricade.. so it's damn cool..

wad's more, my lecturer from yes933, chen liyi was the host yesterday.. and she gave me the chance to answer the question when no one raised up their hands except me.. lol.. i won a poster.. but sadly there wasn't any signatures on it and it was similar to the previous one that i had exchanged for..

anyway, it was nice to see jj back in singapore.. loking very forward to see him on the 22nd march where he'll be here for an autograph session..

《自私》

不知从何处找来了这段乐趣。。所以再来一首歌曲。。

《自私》
词:许永森
曲:
演唱:

你真会反思
做人那么自私
把我的心慢慢的撕
把它撕成一丝一丝

不知你在做什么
做事老是神出鬼没
为什么你要当恶魔
用针捅刺我的心窝

我没有要伤害你的意思
麻烦你可不可以不要那么自私
做事情那么无声
似乎好像畜牲
会不会让你费工又费神
你有如要把我治愈死地
你有从想想我是怎样对你
这不但伤了我的心
也伤了我们之前的友情

如果你还要这样下去
我可得要鼓励你
奉劝你继续的努力
好让世界没有一天的安宁

Monday, February 18, 2008

《虚伪》

好久没写歌词了,突然想写来玩玩。

《虚伪》
作词:许永森
作曲:还未找到
演唱:还未找到

每当见到你
我总会叹息
好像披上战衣
陪着你打下去

每当遇见你
心里总是哭泣
失去从前的你
不知你走到哪儿去


碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

每当见到你
我忍不住叹息
我披上那战衣
想打倒改变的你

每当遇见你
心里一定会哭泣
看着那从前的你
像小鸟远远的往外飞去

碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

你那虚伪的表情
建立起我们虚伪的感情
我宁可看着你离去
也不要再折磨我自己

碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

wow. it's been really a long time ever since i posted.. i could even see invisible moulds on my blog le.. hahahahahaha..

excuse: really quite busy the other time..

but in fact..

just too lazy lorr.. but really got work to do.. maybe at time oso a bit moody larr..
but now more free.. assignments all handed in.. except the drama script..

enjoying my holidays now..

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