I HAVE MOVED!!

Hi Fans of Eternal Forest, my blog has moved to a new site. However, this site will still remained opened!! You may still leave tags on the tagboard. I'll check occassionaly. Alternatively, you can just post comments on my posts in my new blog site.

http://timespyzone.wordpress.com/

ENJOY!! =]

Always tried hard, Always FLUNK.. YES, I FLUNKED AGAIN!

i always tried hard this sem. but i dont know wad has gone in me.
yes, i flunked once again.
my final hope to pull up my gpa this sem failed me.

i got back my global paper.
i want the best results out of me. but is tat my best?
i dint do well. perhaps the lowest in class.
so wad if i did well in the presentation?
it's only presentation style.
wad about the contents?

i traumatized..
first time tat grade.
i don wan tat grade.
but why?
efforts gone to waste??

well, i really emo-ed.
emo-ed.
and i felt so useless.
very useless.
everything in life dont go well.
wad will go well?

my interpre today..
i have nothing to say.
it totally shocked me too.
guess im gonna fail..
gonna fail all..
interpre, global, new media, conlan, prskch, marketing.
all gone..
all gone.

gpa's gonna drop..
drop to the same as last year..

no way im improving.
LIFE TOTALLY SUCKS!

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when someone's in bad luck,
things will happen.

PRSKCH: my group scored the lowest.
NEWMED: no significance. no dignity.

and what was worst? i walked past a coffeeshop and knocked my head onto the tv set.
wad the ****.
and now,
my head is swollen.. with a lump..

Tried Hard, Still Flunked! 尽力了，但前功尽弃！

成功考到好成绩，不必太过高兴。
因为，这会使失败的人更加沮丧。

或许是做得不够好吧。
也或许是对自己期望太大。
压力不知从何而来。
只想投靠心爱的人，
依靠着他，
流下悲伤、失望的泪水。

心机重？
这是我们在讨论的话题。
哈哈？！
好可笑！
只不过是把某件已做好的事项修改一下，
重新在整理，
没想到也能做出完美的一幅画。
看来，
我下一次做的每一件事，
心机也得下重一点。
就算是抄袭，
或是修改，
同样要下重心机。

我绝望了。
感觉好像从高处坠落，
从高楼大厦往下跳，
心跳停止。
完完全全不想做任何东西。
只想望着天，
只想淋着雨，
发泄一下。

虽然你说不会不及格，
但我总觉得会。
专业型呈现都这样了。
我能指望争论型呈现吗？

这件事之后，
我更讨厌一群人。
一群令我乘搭空中飞车的人，
让我不断地往下滑。

在这里，
非常感谢我们的声音盒。
是你们，
给予我无限的“鼓励”。

if u're using me to get to ur point, please get out.
if u're treating me like shit, please get out too.
ur actions have been bugging me for days.
and it'll continue to bug me for weeks, months, years and a lifetime.

i was jovial and happy
but not for long.
it stopped when ur fox tail revealed.
i changed my thoughts,
and it carved in my mind.
for u are whom i despise.

leave, with ur bias-ness
and don leave ur footsteps behind.

i suddenly found this while youtube-ing..
this is something that i missed out when it was telecasted..

at least, it cheers me up..

Secondhand Serenade: Fall For You

Hmm.. I liked this song quite alot.. and i'm sure a lot of you like it too..
I heard this from my friend's blog and I found the lyrics quite meaningful..
The lyrics moved my heart and i feel it was soo.. true.. to me..

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

WANTED

i just had another movie treat from my xiaogor at engwah jubilee.. we watched WANTED on the first day of its screening!!

this show is one that all men should not miss.. and especially huiyuan shouldn't miss this show too..

this show is gross with bloody scenes and lots of action. it may give you a headache at the beginning part cos of the jump, but at the end you'll love it..

this show is categorized as NC16.. you'll noe why.. cos the bloody scenes are gross and the show is full of vulgarities..

some scenes that i cant forget.. especialy the last one: What F*** Had You Done Lately?

a little touching though..

well this show meant alot, u will come to know at the end that u must not let ur perceptions become a belief..

this show, to me, teaches us morals. although some parts are exaggerating, it taught me one thing.. not all the people around you are worth trusting..

PLEASE GO AND WATCH!! IT'S A NICE SHOW!!

i just came back from Ngee Ann Primary School Chinese Cultural Camp 2008, which ended on Thursday..

i really feel the distance expanding betwwen the both of us.. but there's still a contradiction in between.. as in, i feel far away from her, yet closer..

我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
酝酿出我们之间的“Forever Love”。

用美妙的琴玄，动人的歌词一同奏出“我们的歌”。

可是，“原来”最孤单的是我，还是那么想你。
原来我还是不能面对我自己。

不要走开，幸福的开始就是放手去爱。
希望你已经“发现·爱”，
发现我正在“期待你的爱”。

i made u feel bad bcos of my worry for u.. jus wanna say i'm sowwie.. sowwie to make u feel bad..

perhaps tat's where our affinity is..

things really got out of hand..

i felt closer to you yet further away..

with the K and the W around,

they nvr fail to arouse my jealousy..

as the saying goes,

近水楼台先得月

the balcony nearer to the lake will get the moon first..

i'm just one balcony away..

they tried means and ways to put both of us tgt..

but it was just me,

the one lack of confidence..

i hope things would turn out well,

for you are the one tat my heart fell..


YOURS TRULY

Philosopher??

Perhaps someday i may become a Philosopher..
(** Sowwie for making ALL of YOU PUKE in front of your keyboard.. hahahahahahahxx..**)

ReMeMbEr LaSt YeAr, I cAmE oUt WiTh SoMeThInG rAnDoMlY sOmEwHeRe In ScHoOl In ThE mIdDlE oF sEmEsTeR oNe...

并没有针对任何人，除非你心虚。

DeN cOmEs AnOtHeR...

屌人有屌报！！

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahxx..

Well, this year I came up with something new.. after seeing a blog post dedicated to XXX

Words are nice, but Actions are necessary.. --Yong Sheng

WHOA!! Shocking lehh.. I'm telling others this and yet I'm not practising it..

Tsk Tsk Tsk =]

HMM.. sometime ago.. I mean LONG LONG time ago, I received a text message that goes...

~~Written with a pen, Sealed with a kiss. If you are my friend, answer me this:
"Are we friends or are we not?" You told me once but I forgot. So tell me once and tell me true, so I can say:

"I'm here for you," And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you. :-) ~~

So MEANINGFUL!!

KUNG FU 'YONG SHENG'

If you could still remember..

if i continue to eat more and sleep less, i would probably turn into..

i went to watch Kung Fu Panda just now with Guan Ci, Wee Xiang, Wei Jian and Zhihui..

it's so hilarious tat i laughed and laughed in the cinema.. so cool la..

and yes ZHIHUI.. u guessed it.. pls see below for official site..

http://www.kungfupanda.com/

this weekend had been very meaningful.. i went to guanci's house with the above-mentioned group + our rice-master YEO XUETING for steamboat.. wah.. i tell u.. it's a SOUP that cannot be missed..

Lei Yun can pair up with Guan Ci for the SOUP COMBO.. lol

hahahahahahhahahahahahahha..

after tat was tonn-ning at ZHIHUI's house..

and i apparently slept throughout.. lol..

haiz..

too tired le bahx..

AND..

WE GOT ANOTHER SCANDAL!! don tell u who it is.. U GUESS!!!

For you & For You

for u and for u..
don worry danny, it's not for u..

well.. i came back to blogging cos i was too stressed from the whole chunk of assignments.. all to be handed in this week.. can someone of authority do something abt it? aren't we supposed not to have more than 3 assignments due n one week?? i had enough of e-learning and now wad? reports??!! please go away and disappear with THE JUMPER!!!

and YOU.. wad do u think i am?? dishwasher?? i'm not as jumpy as u.. so i have no qualifications to be a dishwasher.. u should have chose to take the 0930 flight earlier.. and fly to ur favourite destination.. if u wan, u can try and go to BAREFOOT COLLEGE and teach the ppl there how to dance.. but i think they will take 20 years to learn instead of 1 bahx.. cos u will teach one step and disappear for months.. come'on la.. ur attitude really equivalent to a pile of shit.. first, u chose 2 "plates", the dirtiest plates.. and wad after tat? throw all for me to wash.. bloody hell you.. and i would specially like to thank you for being sooooo confident in washing one plate to sparkling clean.. and ur reason for cnfidence was tat the chef says tat there are lots of detergents.. so wad?? do you know the brands of the detergents?? heyhey.. i tell u.. next tym if u're flying to hokkaido, pls la.. don give me ur shit attitude and some shit assignments to complete okay?? and too bad.. i mean too good.. no more u around.. go away can?? u're a burden to me.. i dont wanna say this but pls 'F' off.. and yesh.. i mean U'F'O.. u noe wad tat means?? if u're leaving, PLS GIVE ONE YEAR NOTICE.. SO TAT I CAN TAKE MY OWN DECISION.. well, i think u should add on this segment in ur resumes.. den i think u'll be VERY famous in MOM's system.. i've become ur victim.. pls don cause more harm to other ppl when u see them okay?? it's not very nice.. and do let me know when is ur farewell b4 ur flight.. i really wanna attend ur farewell.. i will bring extra wine to give u tat something extra okay..

SO LONG.. TAKE GOOD CARE!! Medical Fees are expensive.. Save paper.. next tym ask the doctor to give u soft copy okay?? Environment is depleting.. SAVE THE EARTH. NOT HARM IT..

其实，
我是爱她的。
但爱情
总是要双方面才可以进行。

她，
是爱我的吗？

我不知道。

我会在此刻，
期待你的爱。

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GO! Speed Racer!!!

It's So Cool!!


Turn the wheels..





I went to watch Speed Racer yesterday with my Xiao Gor at Eng Wah Jubilee.. VERY SHIOK!!


Cos we had the whole cinema to ourself.. we only paid $14 for 2 persons and when we enter, there was no one.. Guess it's really a good place for all couples.. lol..






I was very amazed by the effects and animation of the show.. The storyline's great too.. EVERYONE should watch..

And RACER X ROCKS!!

You may wanna go to the Official Website:


http://speedracerthemovie.warnerbros.com/

Video Production

A while ago, i helped Wee Xiang, Hui Yuan, Si Han and Vivian to film their video.. and this was wad i became.. do i look like lead actor of "The Ring"??

Huiyuan & WeeXiang doing the filming..

Jielong..

The Slate..

Not forgetting the Tripod..

Ong Wee Xiang's Birthday.. MEOWW

This post came up a bit late.. this was Wee Xiang's Birthday Celebration on May 9th 2008 at Party World KTV, Woodlands Civic Centre.. Who were there??

Wee Xiang
Zhi Hui
Xue Ting
Guan Ci
Wei Jian
Yong Sheng
Wai Foong--who left halfway through..

I pranked Wee Xiang by buying him a "Love Box" which made him wonder what it was. Well, it dint take long for him to realize that it was CONDOMS!!!




And this is the video of this Jolin Tsai/ Fish Leong etc etc. WANNABE!!
Singing the prelude of CHONG BAI..

Radio Presentation Test @ 52 Presentation Suite

Wa.. So happy.. yet tired.. hahahx..
I FINALLY FINISHED RADIO PRESENTATION!!
And i got an A.. woohoo..
Well, made some mistakes though..
I forgot to ON my mic la.. cos Jun Wei lao shi went to change the Recording MD and distracted me.. lol
Den Jun Wei lao shi commented that i was rushing through my reading.. AND i dint say why i choose the song.. OH SHIT MAN!!
But Jun Wei lao shi said my voice was nice over the broadcast and i noe how to distant my mic and use it to change emotions or emphasize stuff.. which i dint notice at all la.. too obsessed with reading my script le i guess..
And my song screwed up becos menglan changed cd and accidentally opened my cd.. haiz.. but it was accidental and dint cause my grades to change.. luckily.. but i dont blame her la.. cos she dint do it on purpose.. hahahx..


This is ME!! After the Presentation..


Wai Foong, The "Little" Red Riding Hood.. OOPS!


This is WeeXiang.. I have LOTS of this Photo.. And my phone is CORRODING!!
(So do others' i think..) --KIDDING


WeeXiang & Zhihui, Zi-Pai-ing while i was doing my Presentation..


Wei Jian, 爱的世界，Lucky he nvr say “秋”夏秋冬..


WeeXiang.. Presenting..


Zhihui, the calm way..


Oh.. That's me and my OVERAGED Junior from Year One.. Uncle Wayne..






A Series of ME while I'm Presenting..

AND.. A Series of HIM.. again..

Ah.. That's HIM.. and Yuan Yuan.. (For the second "YUAN", 'N' sound shorter, 'A' sound higher..)

And.. They go Zi-Pai-ing AGAIN...

OH.. Sorry for not updating for so so so long.. hahax..
quite a number of things happened last two months..
we'll start from the end of spop..

spop was the day which i first saw my junior from year one.. it's kinda coincidental tat we were both in jjfc.. cool man.. spop wasthe best performance.. esp all the scenes with jj.. hahax..

well next up, JJ's Birthday Bash @ Kbox Cineleisure.. hahax.. i'm so kinda lucky and it was so damn fun.. Danny Yeo was the host and it was so unexpected.. well the two guys on stage seemed so 'gayish'.. hahax.. cos they seem to have some 'a bit yellow' conversation which made the whole group of audience laugh like mad.. hahax.. and i'm VERY lucky to win the lucky draw out of the approx 130 fans.. and JJ only gave out 1 Samsung Live Loud Phone SGH-i450.. so cool.. ya.. and he zhu dong to shake hands with me twice.. aww.. kinda miss his handshake.. well the only regret is i cannot find any photographs of me and JJ. ARGHH..

april was FOC'08 where i mingled with the HMS-ians and found my new grp of AGAPIANS!! and found a good friend, or maybe overaged junior, whom i call UNCLE WAYNE, sometimes UNCLE CHONGTAK.. cos he CLAIMS tat he's older than me.. lol..

and not long after, school started.. haiz.. yuppxx..i believe tat's all tat i missed in the updates..

yesterday was fun with the CHS Welcome Party 2008 @ Singapore Hokkien Huay Kuan.. wow.. the Hokkien Huay Kuan ppl really made me feel so touched cos they saved the lives of Logistics by providing us with Laptop Sound Cable.. cool.. and they sponsored us with lots of gifts la.. =]

after which, our dearest CHS COMM zhu xi aka BanZhang, subsidised our meal at The Cafe Cartel.. very cool.. THANK YOU WAIFOONG!!

But i'm very disgusted and traumatized by something.. will reveal in probably my next post when the task is done..

i'm actually very high last weekend.. hahax.. you would have guessed it.. yupp. cos of spop hurray music gala.. can u imagine it? i really performed with jj worx.. hahax..

and there's more to be worth happy about.. well.. saturday was the first rehearsal with the JFJ Productions' boss, WAYNE JJ LIN JUN JIE.. he was actually really different between him on tv and him not on tv.. his personality seems to be more active than usual.. i got surprised too.. i was at row 5 for the performance.. too bad the cameraman dint walk past me.. but during the first rehearsal, i was on cloud nine rehearsing with jj.. and u noe wad? after the performance, when jj left the stage, he actually walked the direction towards me and smiled at me when he was BESIDE me.. OMG!! IT WAS LESS THAN 10CM.. den he walked behind me and discussed further regarding the performance with the mediacorp staff..

about an hour later.. we went down to IMM for his autograph session.. most enjoyable.. cos it's the first autograph session i attended as a JJFC member.. wah.. jj really made my day man.. when it was my turn up on stage for his autograph, i called him 小莊, a character he acted in his new comedy film.. and he was like "Eh!!" in an amazed tone + a =D.. oh my god.. and he signed the album with a heart shaped at the end of his signature. wow.. tat was my first album he signed with a heart shape.. normally it's for the gals only.. this tym, my fren, who's a guy, got it too.. but yueming dint get the heart la.. and he was like "EE.. 他不喜欢我"~jokingly.. i was like ~~DUHH~~ hahax.. well tat was the last tym i saw him for saturday.. actually expected tat he will return back to indoor stadium with us for the night rehearsal..

sunday.. actual day le worx.. well.. my position changed a little.. but still at row5.. was damn happy when the stage manager announced for my column to open a gap at the beginning so that JJ COULD ENTER.. omg again la.. jj is gg to walk beside me again.. hahaha..
when night draws in, i saw lots of artistes and music teachers entering the hall.. when we went on stage, jj really walked past me lehh.. wah.. it's shuang wan lorr.. i think shuang ying and jinli will be damn jealous if she sees this post.. hahax.. it's good to be in the fc..

good news.. jj will be one of the torch holders in the 2008 Beijing Olympic Games Torch Relay.. wow.. i'm so proud of him la.. hmm thursday will be the last tym i see him le.. it's his bday bash at kbox cineleisure.. and it's only for invited guests.. after which gotta wait till august before he comes back bahx..

hmm.. really hope his company will open up stores in singapore.. i wan the tshirts tat he designed personally..

i had a headache today. after not sleeping for more than 36 hours.. and that's why i was absent for a briefing with regards to the Chinese Cultural Camp @ Ngee Ann Primary School.. well the meeting was in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.. so dont be mistaken.. [though the location of the meeting does not really affect the purpose of this post]..

i went to mediacorp for a rehearsal for spop yesterday.. quite fun though.. but the dance steps are weird.. you'll get to see how weird it is if you turn on the tv this sunday.. but the process of learning the steps is quite enjoying.. words cant describe it.. well most of us were shocked when we heard that we had to hold on to pom-poms on that day.. i was like.. jaws dropped..

before the rehearsal, i went to the National University of Singapore with Yueming and Clement.. and there is where shocked me too.. for those who are yearning to go into NUS to take Chinese Studies in the Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences with your Polytechnic Diploma, you may wanna keep that thought aside.. reason is because, they need at least a B4 Grade Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education 'Ordinary' Level (GCE 'O' Level) in Higher Chinese.. and gues wad? the course does not recognise Diploma in Chinese Studies from Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Humanities at the moment.. wad the hell la.. i don even have that.. well.. see how things go.. if necessary, i might consider taking that..

speaking of studies, i'm feeling quite down.. after one year in my course, i did some reflections.. with my kinda results and the above-mentioned para, i sometimes ask myself.. why am i in that course.. wad can the course bring me to? and have i wasted my tym and SGD$2.1K annually??

though stiu having the slight headache, i stiu could not resist going down to mac.. i know some ppl are gg to scold me.. are u not gg to slp again and fall sick one fine day just like the case today?? hahax. don worry.. i will take care of myself.. most of you may have known, i work in mac before.. and yes.. i went back to the same store.. i feel like putting this up as i cant tolerate that manager or rather, that fat woman anymore.. though i'm no longer in the system.. i resigned oso bcos i don wanna see her face.. and her working attitude is terrible.. leave all her crews to die in service and she would rather sit in the manager room and slack. onli noe how to act in front of her superiors.. and she backstabbed me b4.. tat's y i hate her. hate backstabbers.. she overthrow the previous restaurant manager and followed her footsteps.. guess tat's the reason y she get promoted to the 1st assistant manager.. now, she don even respect the current restaurant manager.. she immediately report to the business consultant.. someone higher than the restaurant manager.. see how terrible that fat woman is.. as i'm not workin for mac now, i try to keep myself friendly.. so i actually greeted her when i saw her.. u noe she just totally ignored me?? i guess she must have had enough of greetings working part-time in the Singapore Zoological Garden's PIG enclosure by approaching visitors in the farm.. hahax.. [i actually don wanna say this.. cos i feel bad.. but on second thought, she is not worth of my sympathy].. i don understand wad the f is wrong with her.. almost everytym in her shift, i see her calling the police for some minor stuff.. heard the police department are damn fedup with her too.. and it's always her shift that i get to see police.. stoopid rite?? it's not as if she saw the guy tat we all see on the poster pasted all around singapore.. does she have to alert the police everytym?? wad happens if she kena rape one day?? is she going to participate in elections so that she can get the best guards in the whole island?? but i suppose no guy would wanna do that to her.. cos she's too FAT FAT FAT.. imagine i'm obese enough and she's double the size of me?? don picture this image in your mind.. you would probably puke till your organs come out.. and you'll never regret you puked.. for those in Chinese Stdies, you would probably think that our ZHUXI is better.. not the owner of the blog but the actual person herself.. you shud noe wad i'm tokin about..

okok.. enough of that fat woman.. i'm starting to lose appetite for breakfast.. hmm.. enough of typing.. my fingers are aching.. remember to watch the SPOP FINALS LIVE FROM SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM, SUNDAY 23RD MARCH 2008, 1930 HRS, MEDIACORP CHANNEL U.

~~Sigh~~ Hurray!!

haiz.. one month has already passed and i'm still jobless.. while waiting for the reply from Cathay Cineplex.. hope i could really get this job as my finance is running real tight recently.. oh my gawd.. luck hasn't been with me lately.. haiz.. have not been striking 4D.. lol.. how to go Brisbane like that??

one thing i'm really happy about.. as said earlier, i joined the JJFC.. and there will be a couple of events lined up this march..

22/03/2008: JJ 林俊杰 《期待·爱》 签唱会，与林俊杰+金莎期待爱的约会。

• 4pm, IMM Garden Plaza (level 3)
• 凭[JJ期待爱]专辑就能入场观赏JJ和金莎的精彩演出并索取JJ的亲笔签名！
• JJ和金莎也会在当天为幸运的“你”完成[期待卡]上的愿望！

23/03/2008: S-POP万岁！音乐大典

• 2008年3月23日（星期天），在新加坡室内体育馆盛大举行。
• 2008年3月23日，星期日 晚上7:30(新加坡室内体育馆现场直播)

you must be wondering why did i post the spop finals details here.. in fact, JJFC will be performing with the SPOP Ambassador, JJ Lin, at the Singapore Indoor Stadium.. and yuppxx.. i'm one of them.. so please support me okie?? even if you don't have the tickets to the extravaganza, please take time to turn on your tv to Mediacorp Channel U that evening..

because of this, i'll be real busy for the weekends this two weeks..

16/03/2008: Rehearsal for Spop Finals @ Mediacorp

22/03/2008: Rehearsal for Spop Finals @ Singapore Indoor Stadium

23/03/2008:
S-POP HURRAY! Music Gala, 23 Mar 2008, Sun 7:30pm(“Live” at Singapore Indoor Stadium)

轻轻的他走了，
正如他轻轻的来。
yupp.. i'm still talking abt that mr lee who has left for brisbane for his phd.. well, he requested not to have anyone to send him off. but i still dint heed his advice and went to the airport with a friend.. specially to send him off after going to the natas fair at singapore expo.. well, it's kinda sad.. but dint get to se his plane take-off.. cos of the tinted glass that terminal three uses..
well but 'm hapy to send him off to the departure gate.. will miss him lots.. yupp.. he left yesterday.. was very happy tat he landed safely in brisbane this morning.. haiz.. wonder when will i get to see him again.. lol.. but i'm still clever.. why?? cos i guessed his flight details correctly.. haha.. hello.. i got do my homework de ok..

and yes shihui.. tongking bro has always been cute in the eyes of many seniors.. so of course his photos will also be cute.. one thing is tat try not to use the term dasao anymore.. cos tongking bro may not like it.. haha. although we know why u have this title assigned to you.. well i do have another photo. but i decided not to disclose it.. cos i think he'll be damn angry about it if he sees tat.. cos in that photo, he really looks like one professional teacher and i believe it's worse than the one on shuangying's blog..

and yes tongking bro.. i've removed the information that you have asked me to remove.. so dont worry.. remember to study hard ok..

i have started to countdown.. on the remaining hours gor is staying in singapore.. upon posting up this post, i'm less than 42 hours to leaving him.. that's approximately one and a half days..

thusday, 28 feb.. this is the day which made me feel i'm older.. cos i went to see the first batch of year twos going to zhejiang and hangzhou.. tat means tat very soon it'll be my turn to leave singapore.. if according to plan, i'll leave in Sept 2009 for Wuhan.. although i've always hoped to zhejiang.. heard from seniors tat wuhan will be cold, below zero degrees when i'm supposed to be there.. cos it's during autumn and nearing winter.. well, at least i'll have a chance to see real snow.

well before that was even more saddening.. yea.. you've probably guessed it.. the person whom i've been thinking of the whole week and couldn't bear to see him leave.. yupxx, he's none other than my tongking gor.. well had tea with him tgt with shihui and jane.. as usual, i jio them along de. all becos shihui was my god-dasao.. haix.. a bit ridic la.. cos i was hoping my gor wud ya noe, get a caucasian back.. haha.. jokin.. as usual, i was late.. well gor said i wasnt the worst case.. we headed for megabites at SIM and all we did was to see tongking drinking his English Breakfast Tea.. and i kena suaned for not catching it.. lol.. in fact, was kena suaned for the whole day ba.. well.. shihui was the mastermind.. haix..

well, i called tongking gor for the first time face-to-face.. tongking din wan me to call him gor.. not becos he dint approve.. don listen to shihui.. cos he told me in the evening that he felt it was rather 肉麻.. lol.. but he told me he was okie with it.. i asked if it was becos he was too 敏感 over it?? but he did not answer the question.. perhaps it's becos he left out that line cos it was a "textual chatting session" . but during the tea session, he told us tat he was the youngest in his family.. so he might not be able to get used to the term 'gor'.. lol.. but since he said he's okie with it, i continued to call him my gor..

another thing that was very coincidental too.. i did told gor that i might further my studies in the University of Queensland.. might take up the Bachelor of Arts (BA).. it was only on thursday night that i knew from huiting that this university is located in BRISBANE.. u noe wad tat means?? gor is taking his 'permanent head damage' (phd) certificate in the same university too.. haiz.. no wonder he said he hope to see me in australia..

the tea session wasnt a long one.. i gave a card to gor.. wad are the contents?? i decided to leave it confidential.. well gotta apologise to gor, shihui and jane here that the reason for being late on that day was becos i was preparing the card.. hahax.. gor bought a green tea jelly and wanted us to share with him.. in the end, only shihui shared the romantic session with gor.. wanna know why?? cos we wan the both of them to get 甜蜜.. haha.. and guess wad was gor's reply?? "我才不要跟她甜蜜。" hahax.. 笑死我too.. anyway, this tea session with tongking seemed to be the hot topic this week.. cos heard from the toliyaa huiyuan tat THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOWS ABOUT IT!!

after the tea session, i went back to ang mo kio and slacked in the mac near my house before heading to Singapore Changi International Airport where i saw crying faces as the time draws nearer for the seniors to go into the DEPARTURE GATE.. gor wanted me to help him to send his regards to shuangying.. he dint wanna go over to the airport nor did he wanna speak to any seniors.. reason is simple.. he don wan any crying.. well for those seniors who dint catch the message that night:

"Ask them to study hard and not to forget me too soon :)"

-- Lee Tong King, 28/02/2008, 22:34

well, sadly, he's flying tomorrow, Sunday 2nd March 2008.. as he quoted in the Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Humanities Staff Introduction of Lee Tong King, 凡是豫则立，不豫则废。—《礼记 ∙ 中庸》, you shud noe wad i'm going to do on sunday..

for those who dont quite get wad the above means, gor actually translated it for me.. i cant rmb wad were his exact translation.. but it meant something like in wadeva you do, do it properly, if not it'll be wasted..

i call this week the week of contradiction.. sounds a bit sad and mysterious?? yea.. you're right.. it's definitely sad.. infact, i dont really know..
this week gave me the happiest moments so far in the year two thousand and eight.. and it's going to give me another sad moment accumulated in the year twenty o eight.. even writing this pierces my heart.. i could feel it ache, aching hard.. first, it was dai hong hong that left, den tongking.. some may ask, why don the friend of huachong leave too?? how about a bag of apples?? or would you prefer a refrigerator?? she danced quite well on farewell too.. lol.. wanna know why?? can go and ask weiting or annabel,,

well, i sure pity those taking written comm in chinese next sem.. wad can i say?? just jiayou lorr.. it's sad enough not to have tongking to teach us next year lerr.. be it con lang or advanced trans..

sobs~sobs~sobs~sobs~

however, i do feel a sense of love and another family warmth.. this tym is really very very different..

from a teacher, a lecturer, who dont teach me anything and or rather has no chance to teach me, gets so close to me.. and it's drastic and real close.. from teacher-student to friends.. and now, we acknowledged each other as godbrothers.. can you imagine that?? he called me 永森弟弟. wow.. i was on cloud nine.. and i'm stiu on cloud nine.. really cant bear to see him leave.. it was very kind of him to give me his personal email after a process, i.e. he don wan me to call him a teacher.. haha.. sounds like ah liang.. but it's different.. totally different.. i oso got his handphone no. from someone that i shud keep a secret.. in other words confidential.. the handphone no. seemed useless as it will only be available till sunday. but it really did strengthen the relationship between us brothers..

Gor (tongking) will be bounding for bisbane on sunday for his further studies.. he don wan any of us to send him off as he hates parting.. he told none of his students the flight details.. of course, i wasnt allowed to know too.. but he hoped to see me in australia one day.. i did tell him before that i am intending to further my studies in the University of Queensland, Australia after my Diploma in Chinese Studies.. however, i do have a National Service stuck in between.. so it will take me at least half a decade to be there bahx..

anyway, went to school specially to take photographs with him.. shihui, the sao bao who wishes to become gor's godwife was there with jane.. i went to re-take the photos cos the previous ones were too blur.. called shihui along cos i knew she was a tongking fan.. maybe she shud set up a Tong King Fan Club, TKFC.. Shihui cried.. first tym i see her cry.. as usual, for the sake of tongking. could see in gor's face that he could not bear to leave us, jus like we could not bear to leave him..

to me, gor is a great and inspiring teacher..
<- Oops! Took this photo from ShuangYing's Blog.. big contrast right?

okie.. longest longest blog post.. for those reading my blog, sorry to tire your eyes.. more updates will be coming up with regards to tongking..

WoW!! i am now at Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Humanities.. just minutes ago, i felt tremors. i thought it was me who was swaying about and my head was rather dizzy.. called mediacorp news and found out that there was an earthquake somewhere in indonesia..

it was the first time i experience such a tremor.. and it was rather scary..

JJ Lin Strikes Back in Singapore

i was at bugis junction yesterday attending the new song release of my idol, JJ Lin Jun Jie..
got his new album, and it comes with a poster, notebook and a cornetto royale tiramisu ice cream.. wow.. worth it man..

i joined the JJFC-- JJ Fan Club..

that explains why i'm in the first three rows of the barricade..
in fact, only the fan club members are allowed to enter the barricade.. so it's damn cool..

wad's more, my lecturer from yes933, chen liyi was the host yesterday.. and she gave me the chance to answer the question when no one raised up their hands except me.. lol.. i won a poster.. but sadly there wasn't any signatures on it and it was similar to the previous one that i had exchanged for..

anyway, it was nice to see jj back in singapore.. loking very forward to see him on the 22nd march where he'll be here for an autograph session..

《自私》

不知从何处找来了这段乐趣。。所以再来一首歌曲。。

《自私》
词：许永森
曲：
演唱：

你真会反思
做人那么自私
把我的心慢慢的撕
把它撕成一丝一丝

不知你在做什么
做事老是神出鬼没
为什么你要当恶魔
用针捅刺我的心窝

我没有要伤害你的意思
麻烦你可不可以不要那么自私
做事情那么无声
似乎好像畜牲
会不会让你费工又费神
你有如要把我治愈死地
你有从想想我是怎样对你
这不但伤了我的心
也伤了我们之前的友情

如果你还要这样下去
我可得要鼓励你
奉劝你继续的努力
好让世界没有一天的安宁

《虚伪》

好久没写歌词了，突然想写来玩玩。

《虚伪》
作词：许永森
作曲：还未找到
演唱：还未找到

每当见到你
我总会叹息
好像披上战衣
陪着你打下去

每当遇见你
心里总是哭泣
失去从前的你
不知你走到哪儿去

碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

每当见到你
我忍不住叹息
我披上那战衣
想打倒改变的你

每当遇见你
心里一定会哭泣
看着那从前的你
像小鸟远远的往外飞去

碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

你那虚伪的表情
建立起我们虚伪的感情
我宁可看着你离去
也不要再折磨我自己

碰到了你
现在心里深深隐藏一句
多么不想再见到你
那虚伪的你
伤透了我们的感情
碰到了你
泪流两行湿透脸颊的景
最好我们保持距离
好让我永远
离开那虚伪的你

wow. it's been really a long time ever since i posted.. i could even see invisible moulds on my blog le.. hahahahahaha..

excuse: really quite busy the other time..

but in fact..

just too lazy lorr.. but really got work to do.. maybe at time oso a bit moody larr..
but now more free.. assignments all handed in.. except the drama script..

enjoying my holidays now..

eXPRESSING sINCERE tHANKS

AND THE 2ND JANUARY BABY AWARD GOES TO..

KOH YONG SHENG

i would specially like to thank the following people:

CHEN ZHIHUI

GOH HANYU

GUO MENGLAN

LEI YUN

LOY HUI YUAN

ONG SIHAN

ONG WEE XIANG

SHEN YUAN YUAN

TAN WAN PING

TAN WEI JIAN

TAY XIAO TIAN CHRISTINA

WONG WAI FOONG

YAP GUAN CI JESSICA

YEO XUE TING

for celebrating my 18 years of age with a cake, the gift and a well-drawn card.

ANNABEL LIN JING XIA

CHO MING XIU

JESSICA KHEK CUI YAN

NEO SHUANG YING

MISS LIM BOON HONG

YEO FUBI

for sending your regards to me..

CHUA TZE KWANG

HUZAIFAH BIN HASSAN

JOY CHUA HUI TING

PRISCILLA LIYADY

GOH MEI KEW

JENNIFER GOH LENG CHOO

AUNTY LAY HONG

for sending your regards too..

MY FAMILY MEMBERS

for giving me support..

last but not least, a very important group of people..

GOH JUN JIE

MICHELLE NG WAI PENG

TAN PEI NGOR

for sponsoring my dinner, celebrating my birthday at kbox with a birthday cake with 18 candles which made me feel as if i'm very old. they also gave me a gift which made me feel very touched-- an mp3 player..

thanks all for making my birthday a meaningful and memorable one..

New Year, New Start

Dear Visitors,

A New Year, A New Start.

Wishing all of you a Prosperous & Happy 2008...

Cheers,

Yong Sheng