Always tried hard, Always FLUNK.. YES, I FLUNKED AGAIN!

i always tried hard this sem. but i dont know wad has gone in me.
yes, i flunked once again.
my final hope to pull up my gpa this sem failed me.

i got back my global paper.
i want the best results out of me. but is tat my best?
i dint do well. perhaps the lowest in class.
so wad if i did well in the presentation?
it's only presentation style.
wad about the contents?

i traumatized..
first time tat grade.
i don wan tat grade.
but why?
efforts gone to waste??

well, i really emo-ed.
emo-ed.
and i felt so useless.
very useless.
everything in life dont go well.
wad will go well?

my interpre today..
i have nothing to say.
it totally shocked me too.
guess im gonna fail..
gonna fail all..
interpre, global, new media, conlan, prskch, marketing.
all gone..
all gone.

gpa's gonna drop..
drop to the same as last year..

no way im improving.
LIFE TOTALLY SUCKS!

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when someone's in bad luck,
things will happen.

PRSKCH: my group scored the lowest.
NEWMED: no significance. no dignity.

and what was worst? i walked past a coffeeshop and knocked my head onto the tv set.
wad the ****.
and now,
my head is swollen.. with a lump..

Tried Hard, Still Flunked! 尽力了，但前功尽弃！

成功考到好成绩，不必太过高兴。
因为，这会使失败的人更加沮丧。

或许是做得不够好吧。
也或许是对自己期望太大。
压力不知从何而来。
只想投靠心爱的人，
依靠着他，
流下悲伤、失望的泪水。

心机重？
这是我们在讨论的话题。
哈哈？！
好可笑！
只不过是把某件已做好的事项修改一下，
重新在整理，
没想到也能做出完美的一幅画。
看来，
我下一次做的每一件事，
心机也得下重一点。
就算是抄袭，
或是修改，
同样要下重心机。

我绝望了。
感觉好像从高处坠落，
从高楼大厦往下跳，
心跳停止。
完完全全不想做任何东西。
只想望着天，
只想淋着雨，
发泄一下。

虽然你说不会不及格，
但我总觉得会。
专业型呈现都这样了。
我能指望争论型呈现吗？

这件事之后，
我更讨厌一群人。
一群令我乘搭空中飞车的人，
让我不断地往下滑。

在这里，
非常感谢我们的声音盒。
是你们，
给予我无限的“鼓励”。

if u're using me to get to ur point, please get out.
if u're treating me like shit, please get out too.
ur actions have been bugging me for days.
and it'll continue to bug me for weeks, months, years and a lifetime.

i was jovial and happy
but not for long.
it stopped when ur fox tail revealed.
i changed my thoughts,
and it carved in my mind.
for u are whom i despise.

leave, with ur bias-ness
and don leave ur footsteps behind.

i suddenly found this while youtube-ing..
this is something that i missed out when it was telecasted..

at least, it cheers me up..

Secondhand Serenade: Fall For You

Hmm.. I liked this song quite alot.. and i'm sure a lot of you like it too..
I heard this from my friend's blog and I found the lyrics quite meaningful..
The lyrics moved my heart and i feel it was soo.. true.. to me..

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find